Lose hope in humanity.
I’m hurt,seriously I am really bad.. It hurts being stab in the back and it just move further and further in deeper. Thinking how fucked up my life is. I trusted u,even treat u like a brother. I trusted u with my life,my ex. How blind I can be,ignoring all the signs and behavior b4. Finding out more and more Day by day. This wound I feel in my chest,I can literally feel it. The betrayal and hate I feel for u is over-wellming. I can’t imagine see ur face now and what I’ll do to u. My ex,well I got nothing to say,since we broke up I accept it we over,we total strangers now,u nvr give a damn abt me b4,u say by just words. But seriously my best bud uh. I believe both of u are just strangers to me. I hate u. I really do. Everytime I passed by ur place,my heart just burning with anger. What kind of human being does this to ur friend. Well the girl,u fucking materialistic and a hypocrite. U used to say u don’t care u don’t mind. Fuck it,I know I’m nothing,I got no car no bike no money from rich folks. I was poor cos I had to pay for the bills I had cos of u. Even when I’m poor I could still give u food an bring u out for movies and dates. I believe Im the best cos even at my lowest I could support u. I worked my ass off for u. I made u special gifts,I wanted a future with u. I tot we were climbing it tgt,yet I realize all this while ur jus hitching a ride making me climb this steep mountain alone. Well I wish u to be happy. I prayed for u. But when I got to know this shit,I don’t believe we share the same god. I lose hope in trusting anyone now. I scared to trust anyone,even my dance mate. I gotta fake my smile now,inside I just feel so sucky that dying is an option. I fuckin hate u.. I lose hope in humanity……
